What do you do when you feel like tearing up and be angry at the world..?
I would..
1) listen to Bullets for my valentine (currently 'tears dont fall') till I cant hear anyone's voice
2) keep breathing,it helps the tears to stay inside
3) start getting busy
4) hynoptize urself wid another picture eveytime you think of tht being
5)smile..at all the other things u have..

I dont kiss and tell..
My blog is not meant for anger and sadness
just suggestions..for anyone out there if you feel hurt/abandon/forgotten/pissed and all that jazz..
works for me..
moving on..

My teacher showed all the wound stages pictures todae..from the granulating ones to the necrotic..

I did wound dressing worse than the pictures before..
and i cant eat after either..

yes im traumatize..

I remembered when i was in secodary skool..
I had a boyfren that says " I love you" countless times..
when he sees me, when we're on the phone, on text msges..
I get so annoyed..cuz its such a sacred word..
that shouldnt be said so lightly..
hence i told him off...

now at 21* i realize..
that I love you still shldnt be said lightly
and i noe he meant it..
i was the one that fear those words..
now i crave for the words..
so i advice anyone of you
we should tell ppl tht we love them whenever you can
and pls...mean it..
dun sae i love you n dissappear..

so here i go...
Mister Fazli..I'll sae if i can when i'm in your facebook,text msges,on the phone,when i close my eyes,when im dreaming,whenever i think of u...


*shush ;p

Its the latest Lx150 with fuel injection...
Trust me when the dealer was telling me the specs
how far it can go and how frequent i need to get it service
it was all another language to me..
i was at the edge of my seat to ask him the most important qns..
"can i get an orange vespa???"
heee..he said yeah straight away..
and within 2 weeks my bike was here..
yahoooo!

or so i thot..
Its hardwork havin a bike..
Did i mention i barely pass my TP?
And i became an absolute 'selengeh' ever since im riding
(not that i am never selengeh ;p)

well 1st selengeh situation..
I splash my bike by filling up the fuel too full..
now i seem to noe how to gauge.. ;)
2nd
i told Fuzzy I dun want to ride at the highwae on the first dae unless he wants me to ride at the side road..
and well he brought me to the highway..
i was not ready!
i had to speed up cuz it was 90km/hr road...
my phone was on my jacket..when i exit the highway Fuzzy passed the yellow light..
I e-break (my poor tyres!) and my phone drop on the road..
I tried to use my stretchin skills (vespa doesnt hav a side stand) so imagine me tyrin to hold the bike steady with my right hand and trying to reach my phone with the other..i look lik i was doin some yoga move..
in the middle of the road.. Im seriously glad it was bout 1am and noone was there!
eventually i put on the stand and ran to grab my oh-so durable phone..
3rd
I ran over a brick cuz i turn too quickly and well i skinned the below part (i thot i had tons of space..bloody brick) i feel the pain...
4th
U-turn..I failed countless tymes during my lessons..
I bet the instructor got bored of me n boderline pass me so they wun ever see me again..hah!
well,i thot since i have my license i can so u-turn confidently..
errr...i take that back..
I tried to U-turn the first tyme and i went so wide that i went up the pavement..
i was so embarrassed!
i knew the vehicles were all lookin at me..thank god i was near some hdb..
so i took out my phone and act as if i was waiting fer someone..n i act as if goin up the pavement was the plan...(i shld start wearing black visor cuz i really dunno where to put my face)
5th
I dunno my roads..I was headin to R Poly to see Fuzzie from my house..
look at the map n thot it was a piece of cake..just head to the highway..
Got to the PIE..pass bukit timah..
exit near woodlands rd..
and i dunno how the hell i got myself back to choa chu kang..
it was lik twillight zone i tell ya!
so i was lost..next thing i saw..963..it goes to woodlands..
and i ahem..followed it..all the wae from the back..
the bus stop i stop..heee..it feels im taking a public transport..
6th
i got into my first accident..
it was minor..i bump into a car when he e-break..
my vespa have a crack in the front while he had a few scratches..
it was a learning experience..sigh..i feel theres a huge hole in my pocket already..

worse i only had my bike fer two weeks..
haha!

so im bubble wrappin my bike..
and will ride it when cars are made out of bubblegum..
till my next selegeh moment!
toodles..