Thinking Out LouD...

2012-02-13T15:43:00.001+08:00

-love laugh bless

hope..

2012-02-13T11:47:00.001+08:00

Would be wrong to hope something special is gonna happen on valentines day?

2012-02-12T13:44:00.001+08:00

nothing is perfect..
we fight we love we laugh..
but theres always a we right?

not an I...
im tired of looking out for that one person who loves me and cant live without me..
I'll just let him come find me..

Quote

2012-02-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

"Everyone has that person that they go back to. Each time, they swear it’s different, and they’re done for good. But they aren’t. They wish they were, but the things is, they can’t be. Because that person they keep going back to, they can’t be completely happy without them."

my flaw

2012-02-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

When I love a person,I'd like to see him everyday.
It makes me really happy to see the one I love..

I want to hug him and squeeze him and never let him go!
But I know theres a line..

Another flaw I have..
I talk a lot..
Never ending it seems..
Noone really calls me chatty..
Except for one. -_-
But it just sometimes I want the person to know what happen on my day and I would love to know what happen on the persons day..
It may seems boring to the person to tell me his day but it means everything to me..

Make sense?
Well I'm learning when it is appropriate to stop *blush*

Let life bring love to me..

That person who cant live without me..
Because before you know it..its gone..

And so he said..

2012-02-06T19:00:00.001+08:00

He pushed that strand of hair that covered my cheek ever gently back of my ear and said " Aini you're down to earth,funny, humble and lovable girl I have ever known..anyone would be lucky to have you.."

I look at him and wished it was true..

-love laugh bless

Batam with the twin!

2012-01-31T16:13:00.001+08:00

I recently had a short trip to batam..thought I had to get out to relieve myself from all the troubles awaiting me..
Anyhoo..who more to agree with my short trip than my cousin huda :))

We were psyched!
Nothing was planned except booking of the hotel..
I just clicked the only hotel that is available..
Heh..trying to live my rule of 2012 of winging it and go with the flow ;)
Anyhoo when we reached harbor front we thought to ourself..

I don't think this is a good idea after all..

What were we thinking???
Two girls in a place where is well known to men-like carnivore..
But then again we suck it up and go as usual..I have some muscle..heh..
Anyhoo first start the ferry was effing late..like an hr..

We took penguin ferry..so I thought maybe it de-route to south pole or smtg ;p
Anyhoo..I forgot that I get sea sick easily so I think happy thoughts along the way..so far so good..

The resort was awesome :)
When we reached,there was this guy..I dunno if I want applaud him for his boldness or slap him for his pervertedness..
He told me to give him my no..passed me his hp to me thinking I wld actually give..I din even look at him..this kid of situation it's best u ignore..
On a lighter note..look at the view!

We booked ourself a suite!
Muahahaha..it's always honeymoon with the twin..

Got ourself some massage..

It may look nice but the masseuse!
She must have talons for hands cuz she freaking scrap my scalp like she's peeling off a potato skin..
I.was.in.pain!
But being a ahem nice person I shut up and just cringe..silently >.<

We were bout 2mins away from a the beach..

Decided to explore and boy we got more than we bargained for..
Stumbled upon a dude who masturbate in isolated staircase..
Caught us staring at him (it was an open space!! Doesn't he noe how to use a toilet or smtg!)
Well we decided to get the hell out of there..and he started to follow us 0.0
We ran..
Again not a safe place for two girls..
Too much adventure for one day..

I would say the only awesome thing about batam was the food!
$30 for buffet Ouh yeah!

And well we had a relaxing time

The only place that we consider ourselves rich..heh..

I ate alot that day..my cousin forced me to eat tons cuz she thinks I resemble the Bosnia clan..
Anyhoo..I ate alot!
I ate buffet and top it off with ice cream :))
Proud of myself..
After all that food..I let it go in the toilet..heh..
Maybe thts why I'm skinny..

Would I go there again?
Sure..maybe bring some reinforcement next time with us :D

-love laugh bless

Relaxing day with the sista!

2012-01-26T22:42:00.001+08:00

My sis and I thought we shld do smtg diff in our everyday dates so she decided to go to sentosa..
"Aini I want to swim" she says..
Ok let's go..! I yelled
"but I don't want to swim in the salt water" she complains..
Me:Then why are we going sentosa!!!??

Well in the end we snuck into some resort and act as guests..over there we swam and relaxed and tanned :p

It was nice..I feel a change in me..I should be more spontaneous and fearless..
We high fived each other on our way back laughing..teehee!

P/s:we called the resort it would have cost us $50 each if we were to use their facilities 0.0

eh eh eh eh

2012-01-25T10:25:00.000+08:00

this is seriously funny..hahahahaha!
anyhoo..on a serious note..
Love is suppose to be simple..
You thinking of the person you text her
You miss her voice you call her
You miss her you go see her...

Simple.

fight.

2012-01-24T16:09:00.002+08:00

Who knew

2012-01-23T17:35:00.001+08:00

notebook

2012-01-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

not sure anymore...

who knew..

2012-01-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

o.o

2012-01-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

Fav moments..

2012-01-14T11:57:00.001+08:00

Barney: Lily, you have to come home. You and Marshall belong together. The two of you have something most people search their whole lives for and never find. I know you love him and if you knew what he was going through right now you wouldn’t be here for one more second. I bought you a ticket home. Marshall is one of the best people I know and it won’t be long until someone else realizes that and you will lose him forever. I can’t stand the thought of that happening and I cannot keep stealing chicks from him forever. Never ever tell anyone I was here, I will deny it tooth and nail; this trip never happened..

Breakeven

2012-01-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

This guy is amazing..
Plus I love the song..
My favourite line would be from the song..

"When a heart breaks it dont break even..
What am i gonna to do when the best part of me was always you
What am suppose to say when Im choke up and youre okay"

I'm still alive but Im barely breathing..

Red hot diggidy

2012-01-14T00:09:00.001+08:00

I'm in love with my red pants 0.0

I see colours in my future :)
-love laugh bless

Memories

2012-01-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

I thought I'd start putting quotes on pictures..
It looks like a nice touch :)

-love laugh bless

Forgetting..blessing?

2012-01-10T10:31:00.000+08:00

To be angry or not to be angry..that is the qns!

2012-01-08T20:47:00.001+08:00

I was watching how I met your mother on a shuffle..
It lead me to the episode when Ted was left at the altar by Stella..
He was repressing his anger up till something ticked him to be angry..

Ted [to Stella in his dream encounter]: You picked the wrong guy.
Stella: Ted?
Ted: You picked the wrong guy. You made a really, really, really bad choice. What were you thinking? That guy? Are you kidding me? Have you learned nothing in the last eight years? You're just gonna regret this. You know that, right? You are going to regret this, and now there is nothing you can do about it because it's too late. All you can do now is go up there and start your crappy, disappointing life that will never be nearly as happy as the one you could have had with me. Good-bye.
Stella: Ted, wait.
Ted: Look, Stella, I am not here to win you back. I am here because I need to know that you know you made the biggest mistake of your life.
Stella: I know

So then Ted did not tell Stella off..

In the end he walked away saying..

"You think your only choice is to swallow your anger or throw it in someones face..

but theres a third option you can always let it go and only when you do that and its really gone then you can move forward."

Healthy :)

2012-01-07T19:32:00.001+08:00

After a day with sissy..eating all the skinny pizza we want..I opt for smtg healthy :))

Banana split..hee..
Wad? It's Rich in vitamin k :p

2012-01-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

My blog is turning into tumblr...
What the heck..
I like it :)

what i heard

2012-01-06T10:51:00.001+08:00

My cousin recently tried to contact him..
I think it irks her the fact that he puts statuses like "i miss you still" "i'll move on too"
I told her that "he" doesn't mean what he says..
and we should just ignore..
I dont wanna know the details..

I just know the fact its over..
Its done..

Words are just words when there are no action..
Even if he wants to have the utmost freedom of speech..
Its all empty when there are no follow up to an action.

I dont know what he wants from me..
But it seems from his words it looks like he doesnt want me to move on..
I get it its human nature..
We cant see our exes happy without us..
trouble is,he left.

Im standing at the bottom of the mountain we made..
I am happy of the memories..
I smile at most..
I dont regret at all..

Ppl fall out of love as fast as they fall in love..
I get it..I cant find the reasons why..
But I know..that everybody is meant to be with someone..
We just cant give up..

I'll try not to blog sad things anymore ok?
Dont you guys give up on me :p

Daddy bdae

2012-01-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

Happie bdae daddy..
You've always been my hero since Little..you are a selfless man whom deserves the world..
U love your children more than your life and that I love you..

Im glad u love your massage chair :)
I can use it too sometime :p

-love laugh bless

Smile

2012-01-03T12:25:00.001+08:00

I found my smile again.

in my veins..

2012-01-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

You can play the song while reading what I wrote..

I feel my life was taken from a movie..

Was in the bike shop the other day to pay my insurance..
Girl: Do you have the second riders particulars? I need to update..
(Second rider happens to be my exbf..so weird..calling him ex now..hah..)
Me: Err..no..
Girl: You want me to take his name out?
Look at the girl and bite lips..
Me: Yes.
Girl: If I take his name out he can never ride your bike again ok?
I look at her again..tears filled my eyes..
Me:Ok.
Girl: You sure ah?
I smiled..
Me:Yes.

Although I did not cry..
I think it was a step..
A step to being an individual..
A step away from what I was..
A step away from the girl who was full of love..

A little part of me think he is flying somewhere far away and cant get me..
And Im waiting for him to come back to me..
So I can run towards him and he can twirl me and everything will be alright again..

But he is not.
And Im not letting him to.
No longer am I the girl who waits.

Goodbye..

2011-12-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

I had them..

2011-12-28T11:05:00.001+08:00

I think my crazy eyes..
Just went sane..

it'll take awhile..

2011-12-28T01:50:00.001+08:00

I guess its a good thing we're human..

moment of truth

2011-12-27T11:23:00.001+08:00

this made me laugh cuz i think i wld do smtg like that..
and I know how Barney feels..

But Im glad I did not do it..
Because nothing can change the fact that he is gone..

2011-12-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

no good..

2011-12-26T23:08:00.001+08:00

Christmas gift

2011-12-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

Hey Aini wad did yr bf get u for Christmas?

A break up.

single

2011-12-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

I think we tried..
But ppl change..
Feelings change..

I thank you for the memories..
Now its time for us to move on..

I.am.Single.
~~Fuzz'ny since '09~~

Wonders

2011-12-17T16:00:00.001+08:00

Are you happy?

Really?

Sadness

2011-12-05T20:58:00.001+08:00

Maybe a lil sleep cld help..

The land of the Gold

2011-11-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yes! Im finally free to blog about my october holiday with Mister Fazli.

We plan this way before because I had two weeks off before the start of my 3mnths posting in the hospital. So before reality seeps in..I.Need.A.Holiday.

So since we were on a budget and I would wanna go somewhere further..

Fazli and I thought why not GOLD COAST :)

We were lucky enough to get SIA to fly us there. Gave me a glimpse of my boyfriends job.
I cant stop asking him though.. "So what are they doing now?"..." And now??" "oh oh..now?"
And I can see in his eyes that he was happy to let me know his position and his work process..

Don't you just love the art filter in my EPL-3? Im in love with it!

As you can tell I am so excited to go :))

And we have our own personal TV right infront of us. I actually caught bout a few movies up there. Im impress SIA has that kind of package..

And so we reached Brisbane Airport (pardon my bf he is kinda nerdy..hee). I was surprised at how small it was. But nothing can beat Singapore ;p

We were suppose to wait for a shuttle bus to pick us up,so I was looking at the clock and thought they were kind of late.

So i ask the Help desk to help me call.. They rudely replied "Its only been 15mins,why dont you wait till its 30mins?" -_-

So my first impression was..Wow its true..Australian doesnt like Asian. -_-

I walked away pissed. I mean i wasnt trying to be 'Kiasu' or anything..

Our ferry's leaving at 10am and we're still at the airport at 920. Fazli ask me to wait patiently..

And so we wait. I was playing the staring game with the receptionist when the clock strike about 940. So Fazli ask again (bloody hell,she was nice to him...pffft!) So long story short,shuttle bus left us already cuz they mixed up the pick up point. We had to take a cab..
The terminal was about 10mins away.... the cab cost us $25!
Taxi drivers there are rich I tell ya..

After an hr one the boat we reached our first destination. Tanglooma Resort :)

Look at our faces we were extremely tired.

We reached at bout noon time I think.

So after checking in,we thought of getting a quick nap..

We overslept..heh..woke up at night -_-

Enough time to go for our Dolphin event :)

Fishes for the mister..not dolphin..

I was extremely close..I was so excited..I mean I watched movies at how friendly dolphins are..So you see that hand above there? the "trainer" gave me the fish I dropped cuz when the dolphin open its mouth, i saw billions of sharp teeth tht creature had.. I scream,drop the fish and ran behind fazli... I.Am.Useless. -_-

So Fazli did it instead..We cant touch the dolphin though..They were wild..So there you go! I have every reason to run...What if they bite me and drag me to middle of the ocean and leave me there to die!!?

Fine..Am dramatic..But it cld happen noh..

It was extremely cold! The wind blew our wet bodies and I froze like Mister Freeze.

The view from our room..

We walked in the beach hand in hand and at that moment it doesnt matter where I was because I was with him :)

That's too light for him ;p

We decided to try the activities they had in Tanglooma but all that's left was a mini cruise around the island..So we hop on it..

That wedges cost us AU9.50..That place is expensive o.o Fish and chips for AU21.. c'mon...if i stay there any longer I'll fish for some dolphins myself..

So i brought it to our mini cruise..heh heh..i kept eating..and eating..everybody was walking about the boat and I keep coming back to my wedges ;p I.Was.Hungry.Dont.Judge.Me

Anyhoo...the resort was amazing to look at..Filled with history..

They were really concern about the wild life and I look up to that..

So Day2 we head to GOLD COAST..

First stop Movie world..

I dunno what I got myself into..all the rides were scary..and my bf is an Adrenaline Junkie..
I have a small heart seh..what if I had a heart attack? Mid ride..Noone can revive me mid ride -_-

Met Bruce Wayne

Saw some stunts

Took pictures with the overweight superheroes ;p

Had a blast from the past in the Wild West..

His attempt to win me smtg.....FAIL! -_-

He had so many ears yet he doesnt listens to me... :)

I conquered Superman! yeah! As much as I was paranoid about taking the rides.. I took it..Cuz he likes it.. :) Sometimes you just havta compromise..plus I wldnt want him to take it all alone..

You jump I jump yeah hun?

3rd Day Dream World!

More rides...Waaaaaaah.... T.T

Eventually I got the hang of it and found out my lil heart can survive anything..heh..

Not that one..It fibrillated a bit..

He help out by modeling for billabong while he was there.. :p

Aaah...the best part about dream world..its not all rides.. A quarter of it consist of animals..

Something that ensures my feet are on the ground :)

So now you noe dun climb a tree if you were chased by a Tiger..

Reminisce his NS time..heee...

The place was full of colours! Happy Happy!

I refused to touch any of the kangaroo..cuz being a nurse I know what kind of germs they might be carrying.. But once I know there was a sink..I touch them..errr..poke them more like it..They are not as cute as I thought..haha..

They let the Kangaroo roam around freely..

Now that is cute!! They can sleep for 16hrs.. that's how they conserve energy..thats the life..haha..

So here's a story bout this lil kangaroo..Joey...I thought the kangaroo wasnt that cute till I saw this baby one..Fazli took this pic and was playing with him.. He put his fingers up high allowing the Joey to think that there's food at fazli's hand..The Joey stood up with his tail and it was as tall as me.. I was like "Wad da!" When the Joey found out that Fazli doesnt have any food..it hop towards me..I backed away slowly... "Ok..hold on there..I dun have anything seh" I mumbled,hoping he speaks english..

Then CRIKEY! That lil Devil chased after me..!

Literally like all over the freaking place..Till I got myself behind a gate..I was running FAST! and that son of a gun caught up!

Highlight of the day...Fazli was laughing away..so much for my superman..

4th day! Paradise country..My kind of thing..Relaxing place and just enjoy the view..

On the 4th day Fazli and I was sick already..

I had a fever and he was sick with flu..

Australia weather wasnt that good that week..

Rain stop Rain stop Rain stop

So it was freezing most of the time and we packed for summer..

You would go awww right? The butt was wet and he stinks o.o But I love that lil Koala :)

Wild Wild West...we're missing cowboy hats..

It wasnt easy at all..The guy was sweating bullets at the end of the show..

The beach at surfers paradise was gorgeous..

I was too chicken to dip in..Thought my feet would turn ice..

So the 5th day we went whale watching..

Scrap the we...Fazli watched the whale cuz I whaling myself in a bag..

The worst sea sick I have ever experienced :(( I sat and vomit,I stood up and vomit..I walk and vomit..

The only best part was I get to hold hand with this hot life guard..haha..But for him to see me vomiting, I think I turn him completely off (T.T)

It suck..I din get to see whales! BOOOOOOO...

So we got back and wait for our bus to pick us up to he airport...

Spot something diff about fazli? heee

He got brunt..poor baby ;p

So while waiting we decided to feed the birds with fruit loops.. Thts all we had..And I was like telling him "Baby they'll die tmr seh.."

we laughed then we saw this sign

Opps..I hope they are ok...

So after we got back home we went for halloween :)

But thats another story..

Perfect holiday to end with the perfect couple :)

Impact

2011-10-29T18:10:00.001+08:00

Don't you find it weird that some shows have an impact on your life?
This scene..just makes me cry..
:(
"I love you stephan..hold on to that..never let that go"'

Goldy coast

2011-10-26T12:42:00.002+08:00

I went to cold coast Australia for the holiday :)

And boy I have tons of story;))

Wait for it..

I love you till the end

2011-10-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

6 weeks

2011-10-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

After 6 weeks of not meeting dada..we finally did :)

We poured our story without decreasing the volume (mainly me cuz my ear is faulty) so the whole world can actually hear our story..

Funny story..my frens knew me as a very animated person..haha..
When I tell stories my hands and expression goes with it..
So it happens that when we eating at McDonald I was imitating one of the staff at my werkplace..trying to act all blur and stuff and while my frens were all laughing..
This white dude came up to us..saying hello..
I quickly waved my hands thinking it's one of those deaf ppl with keychains to sell..
(I'm sorry for not buying ok but deaf ppl can still werk can't they?Anyhoo I do support them..pls dun kill me)
Back to the story..the white dude went saying hi if yr free sometime I'd like to take u out..
So I smile at shida cuz it's either her or Noma gets the number..
Then he gave the number to me..
Me.........the one who just acted like a monkey,talking extremely loud..me..
I was kinda embarrassed..
When he left all of us started laughing cuz we think it's weird and how long has he been looking at me..
Thts just it I guess..I attreact weird guys..
My bf on the other hand..is prolly the only sane one ;p

-love laugh bless

Outfit of the day

2011-10-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

Helping sissy out with errands today.. So pants was best :)

Lets werk with style shall we?

-love laugh bless

Quote of the day

2011-08-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

"He said “I’ll love you forever.” And she smiled and said, “Just warn me when forever starts

to end.

Fuzzie's 28th

2011-08-23T11:17:00.001+08:00

On the 22nd of August Fazli salim turn 28 :)

Old rite? But he seems to be cool about it..
I on the other hand prolly run around hysterically,tryin to find neverland..
I know we at a difficult situation with the break up and all but no matter..I would want to celebrate this once a year event of his cuz he still hold that special place in my heart :)
Anyhoo..I decided to give him 3 surprise..
1.

Well it was last min and I wanted to make him smtg instead of buying..since he said he needs green in his room..the masculine plant will do :)
I called it green lantorn..

And I painted our special name on it "fuzz'ny"
It started to rain so we took the public transport..

which doesn't seem tht bad actually for once..heh..
We watched "planet of the apes" in the huge theater of LIDO where there was about 10ppl.. (gotta love Monday's)

Burfdae boy was so busy the whole day..guess how many times he was on his phone..

He was quite popular everybody wishing him happie bdae..

We end up in vivo and I gave him his 2nd surprise..

As I said I wanna make smtg for him and also I cant afford an iMac*SDML*

He wanted so badly so I painted him one :))

3rd surprise was sky dinning :)

It was great ambience..just us two having dinner..

the Singapore songs on board din help set the mood -_- but we switch it off..heh heh..

The food was tasty but with tht few hundred dollars it's better to just head to the best restaurant and get better food with tht money..

But overall it was a great experience..bdae boy love it so it's fine :)
But it wasn't really filling so we end up eating..

Macs for supper *d'oh!*
and there he is with his phone again..give u chance cuz it's bdae :p

I hope all yr wishes come true :)
It maybe hard for me to forget what happen..but I like the part where yr trying :)
I thank u..it feels like it was my bdae cuz I get to spend it with u :)
-love laugh bless

Life as it is

2011-08-21T18:35:00.001+08:00

So life seems to be back on track..Thot I share wad I wore today..hee..

Anything with heels looks good..heh heh..
-love laugh bless

He came back

2011-08-16T10:03:00.001+08:00

Thank u for the gifts..
I was surprise..although I'd just prefer a handwritten letter..
I noe yr trying..
And I appreciate tht..
But it's gonna take awhile

-love laugh bless :)

Heart takes

2011-08-15T15:01:00.003+08:00

How much can a heart takes once it's broken..
Can it ever love the same way again?

-love laugh bless :)

Let's go..

2011-08-11T15:46:00.001+08:00

-love laugh bless :)

so far gone

2011-08-11T12:42:00.002+08:00

Im seeing him tonight :)

Freaky

2011-08-08T17:21:00.001+08:00

It's not freaky but it is kinda cool :)
Was on my Mac and I was checking my iPhone only to realize that both batteries were left with the same percentage :o

Hee..anyhoo..updates with my life..decided to trim bushy brow today..
As usual..it was a painful procedure..uggh..wonder why I keep comin back..
Funny thing..this Indian lady decided to well fill in my brows with the eyebrow pencil..
Trying to 'teach me' she say..
So when I look in the mirror my brows literally look like this

It was so effing thick and I dun have the heart to say its ugleh..
Indian lady: so vad do u think?
Me:err it's a bit thick dun cha think?
Indian lady: yeah the thicker better..

Waaaad! The thicker the better? Then why did I trim me brows in the first place..
Oh well luckily I'm on my way home.. Thanks to me brows..I look 'worried' all the way home..
Heeh..
Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Mixed emotions

2011-08-06T16:16:00.004+08:00

Those first few days are gonna be hard..
It wasnt easy when we broke up and I had my exam the next day..
I was angry hurt and miserable knowing he is not around now..

But I realize that I did the right thing..
I felt he wanted to leave..
And with a heavy heart I let him..
We did not have a huge problem but the feelings towards each other has just changed..

He has his reasons of leaving..
And I was holding on to him lately..
I thank him for staying for me as long as he can..
I never regret the memories and the things we did for each other..

I wish him the best and wished it could have been different..
I hope he gets what he is looking for..
:)

keep calm and ...

2011-08-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

I know it was over when you did not fight for me..
Fight for us..

So much for my happie ending

2011-08-04T17:04:00.001+08:00

You were everything that I wanted..
We were meant to be,suppose to be..
But we lost it..

Din we?

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

The next KTV idol!

2011-07-29T22:40:00.001+08:00

I'm not the one who likes to sing infront of ppl..
I.am.shy :p
But eversince I start singing with my frens..I got addicted..

Now I love to sing till my hearts content :))

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Racial harmony

2011-07-20T23:15:00.001+08:00

The day where all races unite and celebrate the day where we survive by not trying to kill different races :p

We had fun dressing up different cultures costume

It was a tiring day,we just finished FYP and were totally shagged..

But managed to put up a smile and alot of mascara:p

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Skyscraper

2011-07-20T00:13:00.001+08:00

"You can take everything I have,

You can break everything I am,

Like I'm made of glass,

Like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down.

I will be rising from the ground,

Like a skyscraper"

Sometimes you need those songs that pulls you up when you're down..

Summer!

2011-07-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

Summer season is here!
Although Singapore doesn't have a season..it's either hot hot hot or wet wet wet..
Pathetic really but its nice to noe we dun have any natural disaster..for now.. (thank u god!)
Anyhoo..I wanna wear colours..

So decided to put a flowery scarf as my belt to have that touch of summer :)
So go ahead add some colour to yr wardrobe :))

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Comic strip

2011-07-10T21:38:00.001+08:00

If we were in a comic strip..

Fazli and I wld be badass assassins :D
Of cuz I'd be the superior one..

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Bull wings

2011-07-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

Ok fine its Buffalo wings..same species though rite?

Mister Fazli and I finally went to seletar airport to taste the famous spicy Buffalo wings.
I heard it has levels of spiciness.
I.love.spicy.food.
My whole family is trained to eat our meal with 2 piece of chilli padi..
But Mister Fazli can't take my level of spiciness hence I had to stop myself from ordering like level 5 or smtg..
We opt for level 2..

He ordered milk just in case..
Hee,but unfortunately he did not need it..
It was not spicy enuff..
It was a tad tangy but not spicy enuff for me..mc spicy was spicier..
Hah! If Fazli can take it I think anybody can..
although it was kinda pricy $19 for 6 chicken! Wah!
But the serving was kinda big..

Salad

Fish and chips

I actually suggest Fazli to just order chicken and rice..
But of cuz they dun have tht
Hehe..
Till next time!
Level 5!!
Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

When I sleep

2011-07-05T20:58:00.001+08:00

This is what happens when I sleep..

My fren Noma will make my hair like star wars character..
And I dun mean the princess..
more like the aliens -_-

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Aaaah-choo!

2011-07-05T07:26:00.001+08:00

This is taken from the daily facts

So how the hell am I suppose to sneeze subtlety?

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Vote for my friend!

2011-07-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

My good friend Suhana has joined the Watson challenge..
She has always been supportive of me through out Soccer babe and my Poly life..
Haha..Even when my blog was as quiet as the dead sea..
She motivates me :))

She's @ the right..
So trust her with your votes..
Sunny smile
She's under sunny smile..
And boy does she have the sunniest smile!
So you have to
1)Like watson page first
2) and Vote for Suhana :)
Its tht simple :)

Thankies so much!

Suhana's blog

*Pic taken from her blog :)

Back to my roots

2011-06-29T07:33:00.001+08:00

I ever since I broke up with my last bf..I stop listening to metal..
Because Fazli doesn't listen to metal but I dun blame him..none of my frens listens to metal..

But I forgot how energize it made me feel..
How talented and skillful they are with their guitar riffs instead of the repeated rhythm in pop songs..
And I appreciate their lyrics..
Here is taken from one of my favorite song..

Killswitch engage-my curse
'I watched you walk away
Hopeless, with nothing to say
I strain my eyes
Hoping to see you again

This is my curse (the longing)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the yearning)
This is my curse

There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be there?

Your silence haunts me
But I still hunger for you

This is my curse (the wanting)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the needing)
This is my curse

There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?

And still I want
And still I ache
But still I wait
To see you again

Dying, inside, these walls [2x]

And I see your face in these tears
In these tears
And I see your face...

There is love'

And who say screaming men can't write :p

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

True that

2011-06-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Love story

2011-06-26T21:38:00.001+08:00

I'm starting to hate romantic movies..

Cuz they are all lies..

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

At 29..

2011-06-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

We recently celebrated Amar's bdae..

One of Fazli's bestfren since ITE..
So after being with Fazli for 3yrs Amar has become one of my goodfren too :)

We treated him dinner at pizza hut..u get to be 29 once :p

I asked him so how do u feel being 29? He answered with a laugh..normal?
I guess growing up is normal..u won't feel it cuz u dun really see it..u dun see yr hair is growing longer up till u look at old photo and go 'hey! My hair is long'..

But at 29..it makes ne wonder if he had a full life..
Has he done wadever he wants?
Does he have regrets?
I'm ahem 21 and I still think I haven done anything just yet..
So I guess I'll take everyday as a privilege and make small changes..

I know wad he is wishing for :)
Prolly to be a dad and I guess tht wld be his achievement in life..

I've yet to find mine :)
Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Tough to be a girl

2011-06-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

Let's just switch gender for a moment..

Wad do u..

2011-06-18T20:36:00.001+08:00

Wad do u call a man who leaves u for fame/fortune/excel in his career?

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Contract

2011-06-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

I will find my happy ending...one day..

As taken from Shakespeare

2011-06-15T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hold, there is forty ducats: let me have
A dram of poison, such soon-speeding gear
As will disperse itself through all the veins
That the life-weary taker may fall dead
And that the trunk may be discharged of breath
As violently as hasty powder fired
Doth hurry from the fatal cannon's womb.

Like Romeo who died for Juliet..
I too feel like I lost someone..

"I defy you stars"

Loving the sun!

2011-06-12T10:37:00.002+08:00

Oh boy we love to soak in the rich vitamin E :)

I always end up darker than my partner -_-

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Picnic with the girls!

2011-06-11T11:38:00.001+08:00

I love picnic! The fact tht yr relaxing at the open space chilling with yr love ones and just talk till yr hearts content..
Be amongst the nature and food for the mosquito -_-

It was the start of our school holies and my close frens and I decided to hang out and have a good time..it has always been Noma+shida+me..

So when we thought of suhana and izan(our FYP mates) we got excited! The more the merrier right?

And I Thot of my cousin at tht moment cuz my frens knew her and I noe they wun seclude her out..cuz we can talk anything under the sun tht relates to anyone! Haha! Atiqah joined in the fun tht makes about 7 of us! Which is just right :))

So we make our picnic complete with cute paper plates and helium balloons and our own made cake..it was really awesome to look at and delicious to eat! Yeah!
Later in the day we decided to do our Noma+Shida+Aini trademark-stuff-todo-for-fun-laughter-peace-n-joy:))

Planking!

And suhana did one too!

Tht was funny,she tried to hold on with her neck I think.After we snap this photo she slid down..haha.. (I really hope u scrub yrself when yr home :p )
Then we tried shuffling,twister,play helium voices and pictionary which was kinda tough but it was still fun cuz we were cracking our brains.
And there we bonded got to noe our frens alil more, their crazier side..

Thanks for coming everybody! Let's do it again pls!!
This time mosquito-less..
Love ye guys ..I mean girls!!

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Location:Botanics

Proposals

2011-06-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

Men.if u propose to yr future wife with a sentence of 'let's apply for HDB together..I will take a gun and shoot you'

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Planking :p

2011-05-23T22:01:00.001+08:00

You guys should check out this youtube before I explain further

Its all about the latest craze...PLanking :p

So when I saw it I was laughing my head off..

I mean who on earth would wanna do such a thing..

Anyone can do that..Laying lifeless..

And then..My frens decided to try it.. -_-

Noma did it..I was trying my best not to laugh my ass off..

Then shida did it and I found out tht planking is a joke..I mean it made me laugh so hard..

That I end up doing it..I mean it looks stupid yeah but once u try and then u look at yr self..it's kinda funny..heh heh..

Not long after I have ppl follow through :p it's kinda hard actually trying to keep yr body straight..u can take it as an exercise..werk yr gluteals muscles..

Too cool! Now tht gluteals is overwerked :p
U get to be young once.. Why not try it :p

The plankers!

Off he goes

2011-05-17T00:14:00.001+08:00

After a day with me off he goes again to another country..
He even said he feels like he's just visiting Singapore..
I hated long distance relationship..
I hate the fact tht my bf is not at hand if I need him..
If i trip on a flat floor,
If I overinflated my tires,
If I mistaken old choa chu kang rd fer choa chu kang (mind u I went to the cemetry -_-)
If I had a bad day..

There are perks..
I look at where I walk now (I still trip but lesser this time :p)
I still wait fer Fuzzie to inflate my tires..hah!
I avoid choa chu kang rd unless it's still bright..
I wadsapp,talkbox,Facebook him..if I had a bad day..
Overall thanks to technology these days I can shadow the fact tht he's thousand miles away and take it as if he's lying on his bed in Singapore..

Is there a difference in the relationship now tht he is a steward? Yeah definitely..
I just stare longer at his face and memorize his eyes so when I close my eyes..he is there..
I hold his hands longer and every moment I get so I can rmrb how coarse and right it feels intertwining with mine..
I try to catch every one of his laugh so I can replay the melody in my head when he's not around..

Long distance just make u cherish the person more I guess..
And well if u love the person u'll make it werk..
No matter wad..rite..?

Love.Bless.Laugh.With.Me

Beat it!

2011-05-15T18:50:00.001+08:00

Mister Fuzzie recently surprise me with a gift. Beats by Dr Dre!

I knew about the famous headphones but din think of it well cuz I am riding..
Unless they make helmet beats I'd be interested but I never thought of it..
But once I listen to how excellent the quality of the headphones I was amazed!
U can literally hear the vital details of the music,the lush bass and how clean the track sounds..
One of the many reason why it's so expensive..! And well cuz it's fully advertise by many celebs as well..
I am so grateful that my bf bought the beats fer me :))
Thank u love!!

And of cuz he had to get the red one:p
And u noe wads the best part?
It repels nags frm mom..heh heh..
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Happy pills

2011-04-23T14:49:00.001+08:00

They just noe how to cheer me up:))

It was my frens engagement..
Another gorgeous babe off the market :)
Happie engagement suhana!

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Falling apart

2011-04-22T10:17:00.001+08:00

Let my heart bleed..I wanna die frm it..I just dun wanna feel anymore..

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Percentage

2011-03-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

Everytime when Fazli and I sit..I asked fer a kiss..
And he would always meet me in the middle while i did not budge..
He went like "hunney I went 50% already seh"
And I'll go like "youre a guy you should go more than tht -_-"
And he continues with the must be fair statement..
Than I saw tht picture..That guy went 98%!!!
pffft...
Haha..
Most of the time fazli goes beyond 50%..
Which I am happie..
Yes hunney..you heard me... I am blessed and happie fer a w.o.n.d.e.r.f.u.l boyfren ;p

*picture taken from tumblr

Late.Late.Late

2011-03-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i post anything.
Its just the fact that my attachment has started and I got so busy.
Even weekends I hang out at my sister's shop to help her out.
Well anyhoo.. my attachment is ending soon...
These special postings are killing me..
First up..
IMH

Just alot of different characters noe..
I din enjoy much maybe cuz there was nothing to do but talk to the "special" patients..
We only get to observe fer two weeks..
And well too much observation..
I love talking to them dun get me wrong..
But If I discover myself getting alil bit crazy..
I'll kill myself first before admitting myself in there..
Nuff said ;p

Second is Pediatric..
Kids...
Cant handle them when they are well..
What do you think when their sick..

Put my hopes on having a child way lower than before..
Thanks to the vaginal birth experience..
Me wanting a child has gone down to 30%
Hee...
Anyhoo...I cant bear watching a kid suffer..
Hence I dun wish to werk with kids...ever..
Well tmr would be my last day!
*Doing an ally mcbeal dance*
Cant wait fer the holies to rest..

Catch you guys soon!
Muackz!

Obsessed with hair

2011-03-06T15:40:00.001+08:00

Lately ive been watching youtube for hairstyle lately..
I have long hair and it gets really boring if i just let it down all the time so ive been playing with own hair..

Most of them braids,

trying to learn the fishtails which is kinda tricky..it turns more like a fish head..
Wonder why its called fish tail in the first place..hmm..
Anyhoo, last day of resting before attachment starts..
I.will.hold.on.

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Fabulous sisters

2011-03-05T14:30:00.001+08:00

My sister has open her clothing store at 80 Haji lane..
Its not officially open but its open enough to purchase any clothes..

Im helping her out fer awhile and my lil sisters is doing the stocks..
My sister emma went like'hey we're lik the Kardashian sisters with the fashion line'
Haha..only diff is her shop..

Its not healthy werking here..the clothes are FABULOUS..
I have an itch to buy everything..
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Exams are over

2011-03-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

The day of my last exam was the day Fazli left for his first flight...
I din get to company him off :(
anyhoo..
I.Am.So.Glad.Its.Over!
Studying is a killer..i can never study hours straight without getting distracted..let me explain..
Me studying..
Eminem song came up..

i started rapping(badly..cuz well i dunno the lyrics)..
Not satisfied.Find lyrics in the net..replay the song and start singing again..and tht went on fer 30mins...
Cuss at myself and shout focus Aini!
Went back to study..
Stomach started to grumble..
Mom din cook..
So i decided to have a cookin show in my kitchen with cut veggies and burnt sardines (eh i just cook to survive..) so talkin to myself and battling the hot oil..

45 mins gone..
Back to studying..
Drank water then decided to look at the ingredients in my green tea bottle got side track was wondering wads green tea for (which i check prevent cancer noh!)
There goes another 10mins..
So eh the distraction went on intermittently ..n well im glad its over..
I love studying dun get me wrong but its hard..
Gosh wonder hws my results gonna be like (cross fingers)
Anyhoo..i de-stress myself by watching a movie with my favourite girls..

I noe its too early but i think i look good in a veil..hee
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

B.E.D

2011-02-23T15:05:00.001+08:00

Bed:Aini come and sleep
Aini:yes master..

I wanna study but ive been held captive by my bed..
I.Have.No.Choice

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Renovation

2011-02-21T15:25:00.002+08:00

My sister's shop is opening soon

and she decided to DIY..from the decoration to buying the mirrors..

How are we gonna fit this in a cab...
God help us..

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

aging

2011-02-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

this is how im gonna look like in 40 years time?
now you guys noe how paranoid i am about aging -_-

My special prezzie

2011-02-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

On my burfdae i requested that i dun want any present from my boyfren.
instead he has to write me a looooong letter *small fonts* to me :))
I dun ask for much but its alot fer mister fuzzie..
U see all this 3 years with him the presents that he gave me comes with small cards or notes that states..
Dear baby,
I hope u like the present..
Love,
Fazli

Yeah thts it..i havta turn the card upside down inside out just to make sure thats it..
Heee..
He is a man with few words..

So when he wrote this i cried
:(
Cuz its the most romantic, honest words i ever heard him say..
At last he open up abit about his feelings..
U see ppl wear chasity belt on the groin area
Fazli here wear it around his heart..

So to get this from him was the best present ever:)
I love you baby:))
This present will last me fer a year:))
No promise:p
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

watch.out.im.getting.old

2011-02-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

My burfdae..

Sigh...

When i was young i cant wait for this day..

The presents..the age...closer to freedom..

Closer to the rights of "doing whatever i want"

But....

I am not looking to that...

I dont want to embrace it..

Yes denial...

I.Am.Getting.Old

wait wait..for ppl who dun noe me..

I am not thaaaaaaat old..

im still 21 ;p

But it was celebrated anyway...haha...

not that i am complaining...

I get to hang out with my love ones...

First party :)
was with my family..
While many of the chinese celebrate chinese new year..
I invited the Jailani family to celebrate me mom's bdae which falls on the 1st Feb..

Looks small..but there was about 17 of us..the kids looks tiny that is all..
My burfdae was close to my mothers and Sarah's(eldest sister,youngest daughter)

So we celebrated it together..though this party meant more fer my mom just cuz she's special :)

cake was to die for...

though sarah was the one that blew out my wishes T_T
but hey i hope god know what i wished fer *pls pls pls*

Game session Mister Paul lent us his kinect :)
Which was so much fun..I burn all my calories that day..
I suffered aches the next day..
Awesome!

Even the lil ones noe how to play..heee...

Flying baby!!

even the adults join :P

While i played.."Let's pick up the toothpick.."

this kid weigh lik a kg -_-

Thanks fer coming sir..It made my dae all the more special :)

Second Party!
I actually plan my burfdae to be simple...
A few friends..Picnic..play a lil bit of twister..
Helium balloons (I love the fact it can float ;p)
But it seems my cousin beat me to it..
She plan a surprise dinner fer me :)

At swenson!

The usual culprits..
There was this idea that they thought i want to spend the dae with fuzzy..
I was just worried cuz first my friend shida lives in malaysia and noma postphone her trip for me
T_T
I felt sooooo bad...
But i put that aside instead and appreciate that they actually made it :)
Tearing up :(
And huda! cho cweet of her to think of me still..on my bdae..

And Im sorrie mister fuzzie...I was cranky cuz I was hungry.. ;P

He put up with me..

I knew he was up to smtg..

Talking bout hungry..Im guessin Huda is too..

Let me put a bubble next to her head..

"Order already!!"

"hmm...wonder if he can share..."

Haha..kidding ;p

The pictures just shows..it was an enjoyable time :)

Me-me!

Shida-da

Noma-ma

Huda-da

Eddy-dy..im guessing i wun see my pictures...ever?? ;p

I just havta put this in..Huda arent you glad you're marrying this hot stuff ? ;p

Sam-am

It's not the place nor the event..

But the company and conversations..

We have weird convo's and i enjoyed myself immensely

haha..

I love you guys..

I din wish fer anything that day..

cuz I have everything..or shall i say everyone i need at that lil steps:)

Fire werks at the end of the day..

couldnt get any better rite?

Beauty

2011-02-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

The things girls go thru to get a pretty face..

Err i look lik a caveman..seriously..

Pardon me i was tryin to smile but the mask harden..heh..
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Rain

2011-01-31T08:34:00.001+08:00

Its been raining non-stop..at this rate i need to sell my bike..

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Hurricane

2011-01-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

30 seconds from mars.
I love this band ever since they touched me with their song "the kill".
They have a unique way making their music.
Very theatrical.
The lyrics most have a hidden meaning.
The music video might be exaggerated a bit.Very dramatic.
But the song "hurricane" left a mark for me.
And well Im a sucker for the screams by the vocalist.

"the promises we made were not enough,
the love we had..the love we had..we had to let it go"

~~and the singer good looks has nothing to do with it.~~
;p

Engage dinner

2011-01-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

These two love birds recently got engage and its been awhile since i saw this duo..
Missed them :(

So fuzz'ny brought them out fer dinner..
We caught up with the stories that made us busy in life..
I din miss much this duo is the same..haha!
I can see the love they have for each other..sometimes u dun havta see a couple hold hands nor kissing..
U just havta feel wad they have..
Even though they hav their differences they still try to work it out..
I mean if we read a story book we sometimes skip the middle just to hasten to see if the ending is good..so no matter what happens in the middle fer this two..
I noe they will have their happily ever after :)

As fer me i just saw the synopsis :) and it looks good..
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Wonders

2011-01-19T21:06:00.001+08:00

I wonder if we could pick up where we left off..

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Exercise time!

2011-01-18T19:27:00.001+08:00

My mom recently went fer a check up..doc said she's overweight..so my sister and i step in to be her personal trainer :)

So proud of her fer trying
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

fashion

2011-01-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

I was listening to Rihanna's song recently..
"What's my name" its annoying but meaningful :)
Anyhoo..I was looking fer her album cover to paste it on my itunes..
Then I saw millions of her photo..
What amazes me is that she frequently change her outlook..
And then it hit me..
I.AM.SO.BORING.
wearing bright colour panics me..
I am earthy tone kinda girl..
I love to dress up don't get me wrong but the colours that I wear is so "safe"
Hence I think I am boring...
When I actually wear really nice I get shy..
Haha..yeah Im weird..I dun lik the fact people are looking at me..
But it does boost my self confidence in a quiet manner :)

she change her hair constantly while I shout hysterically when a hairdresser trim my hair 2cm more than she's suppose to..

and she's loud with her clothes..I know if we were to wear it in Singapore Doctor's might refer us to IMH...but that just shows Singaporean are "safe" people too huh?
But I think clothes defines u..Literally whatever you wear shows how you feel tht dae..
If it was shirt and jeans fer me = lazy to find clothes
Skirt+cute top= I just shaved my legs ;p
Pants+white top= presentation that dae

My boyfren complains that i rarely wear simple clothes, shirt and jeans..
But I cant help it..I like to be dressy when I head out :)
And the fact you wear something nice doesnt mean you are going somewhere fancy..
like school i wear nice clothes they go like..."going somewhere?"
"Yeah skool" -_- so you mean shirt and jeans is our uniform if i wear something nice im going out?
hmm...interesting..
No offence fer ppl who loves to wear shirt and jeans.. I think thts the comfiest outfit ever :)
So just sharing a thought..Maybe i should have more colours in me closet..

And of cuz i wont go overboard with trying something new part..

Fantasy

2011-01-14T22:31:00.001+08:00

I should stop reading fantasy books like twilight..makes me expect things that are not real..no man lik edward exists..

Not in my world at least..
-_-

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Midnite dreams

2011-01-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

At this hour..all i want is some desserts..ooo..

I had this at breeks recently..and it was awesome! *high pitch*

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

Daddy's bdae

2011-01-04T17:12:00.001+08:00

He is a year older now..
Alwaes sacrifice fer his childrens needs..
To see his smile when i got him a watch made my dae:)
Love u daddy..

-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

The year 2010

2011-01-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

Its been a tiring year fer me..
Full of choices ...most of were the wrong ones..
I could remember the bad one vividly but im still standing here smilling..
Let me summarize me year..
1)i had my first accident

I was close to having baby elephant's feet

2)i went to china shan xi fer a study trip! Made tons of gd frens:))

3) somebody wreck my vespa

i had to go home with a half a break handle T_T

4)my vespa has change colours within the span of 2 months
Orange---red---back to orange
(i hate the colour red on it) :p

5)i dyed my hair brown twice and its still black..

6)i have progressed to second year:)

7)i am still with my boyfren fazli salim..there were mean fights but mister fazli here never once thought of leaving me..he's angry but he still loves me..deep down in his unromantic heart:p
I understand him more everydae..though i don't need to bare with his personality..i embrace with whatever he is..though he could be more romantic:p
And well i want u to write me letter kayz?

8)oh since we talked bout him 2010 is the year where mister fazli got his second dream job..SIA steward :d im sorrie i told everyone..but noone reads my blog so its ok..hee..

9)my greatest burfdae ever..a surprise one..i am forever greatful..

10)my dear love ones got engage..huda and cassandra:))

11)where i convert samsung to an iphone

12)my sister launched fabulous fads:) and i get to be the model..
Fabulousfads.com

13)i am healthy as a bird..take everything as it comes as a sign n learn from it..
i've learn to leave it to fate to decide though i tend to get impatiently eccentric..:p

Happy new year y'all..
-Love.Music.Laughter.Bless.

The princess found her prince

2010-12-26T22:46:00.002+08:00

My dear cousin finally got engaged..a promise to be married by the end of the two years..
She was the princess fer the dae..
She looked so stunning with the made dress by the mummy..

When's my turn they keep askin..
I sae tmr :p
Hopefully i could be a princess fer the dae :)
When pigs fly..
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